Saturday, December 08, 2007;
1:53 AM
PATHETICALLY SLUGGISH & DISGUSTINGLY LAZYmore assignments and project are coming up... yucks. cant describe how much i loathe and detest these bloody projects.. but i know i'll miss them after im out of SP:(
someone please wake me up! i needa pick myself up and start running this one and a half month race! and i desperately needa stop saa from sending warning letters to my house too. so pissed off by them. haha. how i wish i could fall in love with my notes and lecturers for once, like how i love flute, music and Mr Tan.. (oops!)
philharmonic winds concert was superb. my eyes totally laid on the brasses and percussion.. they make me wanna learn how to crash the cymbals and blow the horn. the pianist caught everyone's eyes too. was completely fascinated by her. the fingers, playing, the non-spoken language and movements from her body.. despite her very "zhuai" attitude (snobbishness) which was pretty observable..hmm shall not go further into it. she just made my jaw dropped. tt's all. anyway, hope everyone enjoyed the concert like i did! it was great to see juliet and shirley, havent seen them in ages! :) sooo after the concert, kellyn and linda dragged me to see and say hi to their dearly adored flute senior, shufeng. it was really great to exchange greetings with her (cos i've always wanted to), but i cant believe they actually "towed" me frm basement to level one in front of so many famous-in-band-scene people and conductors to see her.. omg these 2 horrible kids! anyway, she kinda resembles weifen. their features and the way they play flutes, so alike (at least to me)! well im glad tt kellyn had such a great senior back in sec sch band. i wasnt tt fortunate.. during my sec sch days in band, seniors always went missing during band prac (busy playing five stones at the canteen maybe), some didnt even know the proper way of playing and holding the instruments..which i only discovered when i came to sp band. i must have sounded disgusting on the flute back in sec sch days...i dun dare to recall. but im really thankful to my poly seniors, who corrected me and threw me tonnes of advices. at least my tone is "listenable" now.. hee hee. moral of the story is, never think it's too late to improve. u dont need money or brains to do it, just need the right attitude. afterall, only those who dare to fail greatly can ever achieve greatly. woohoo... cant believe i wrote all these at 3am in the morning. but im digressing already la.. bleah
im little scared that i'd press some buttons and accidentally delete this post.. shall stop. and to fy's sis, im fervently praying for her good health. really hope she gets well soon
good night!
ESCAPE.
